saw my therapist on tues... she saes i should exercise to give out energy or something.. cant rem wad she said exactly.. but something along that line.. so todae.. for de 1st time in many years i exercised.. for approximately an hour.. gonna exercise for ard half an hour everydae from todae onwards.. lets see if i can stick to it.. and i'm oso gonna start something.. not gonna tell u guys wad.. will let everyone knw if i succeed.. haha!
this morning i met ms b for bbf! i had bbf and she had hotcakes with sausage.. did breakfast @ mac @ je...passed her de map and de card with de massage place address on it.. she's already on de plane or probably have reached thailand already.. will onli be back on tues next wk.. will miss her loads.. after we parted ways at je.. i went to bugis.. wanted to borrow a book from de lee kong jian reference library.. turned out de book was not for loan.. so sad aint it? doh.. so i went back to bugis junction.. walked around abit.. went to
icon@bugis.. walked de whole of icon.. quite an interesting place selling interesting stuff.. dere's this shop dat sells bath and body works stuff.. really nice.. when i came out of icon it was already rainin... went back to bugis junction walked around lookin for xmas pressie.. wanted to go over to bugis village but de rain was getting so heavy i couldnt go over.. so i bought a mag and went to mos.. bought a cup of iced milk tea and sat dere reading mag while it poured outside.. left bugis ard 4+ took de train back.. and on the train i saw elaine! she's back from aussie with her other half lennie.. i tot they'll onli be back ard xmas time.. but she's back already.. such a coincidence.. i'm de 1st familiar face she's seen since she's back.. how nice.. haha.. chatted for awhile and she alighted with lennie.. continued de journey home... met mommy @ lot 1.. went shopping for some grocery.. bought cucumber for facial! haha.. den bought some facial stuff and came back.. tml will be spent @ home clearing up my backlog of work and doing some facial + tea relaxing kinda stuff...
came home and logged on msn.. pk saes he has de book the little prince.. and he's gonna go find it for me! yippee!!! hehehe.. if he finds it den i can save my money up and just buy the alchemist.. hehe.. so nice.. kakaka
i've thought over it hard and long.. i've decided to let go of all the craps that i've been true and be true to myself.. i muz learn to love myself more den anyone else and at de same time love others.. i'm not gonna subject myself to bad treatment anymore.. i'm not gonna let de ppl hu love me down.. =) to those ppl.. especially my family and ms b.. i dun wanna let u guys down anymore.. i'm gonna learn to stand up for myself and love myself just de way u wan me to..
-ms b i'm missing u already! have fun with py! hehe-
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