after wad my bestie told me ytd.. i'm getting more and more confused bout my life.. i duno wad should i do now manz.. but 1st... i needa confirm my birth time 1st.. haha..
talked to my auntie(shiqi's mom) bout some stuff todae.. i really think love is.. ..... i duno wad to sae bout love anymore.. guess i'm really tired.. i no longer am de me of before.. i no longer have de energy to nv sae die to my life.. i used to be full of energy.. and i nv gave up.. now.. i think i cant do it anymore.. just so tired i think i wanna give up.. i dun wanna knw anything anymore.. i just wanna take things 1 step at a time.. told shiqi's mom dat i'll bring her to ktv somedae.. doing happy things makes one's mood happier.. hope dat'll cheer her up a lil..
after wad my bestie told me bout my life.. i seriously tot bout wad she said.. and now i'm getting all confused bout my future.. i dun really knw wad i wan anymore.. maybe i should seriously consider de option she gave to me.. maybe i should accompany u for de selection in may, ms b? i tot it'll be good to travel the world.. but i duno if it's wise to give up my studies and work 1st.. but if i continue studies.. i'll be too old by den.. or i can try de military.. mummy saes i should do wad i think is right.. wad i really wan.. mummy saes one's life is changing every single sec of their life.. nothing is fixed.. there's a cause and effect in everything.. every action u take in life directly affects and shapes ur future.. but really.. i duno wad i wan.. i'm kinda in a phase in life where i am lost.. i no longer have a direct goal.. i wish God would just take my hand and guide me.. telling me wad i should do.. which path is the right path for me to follow.. i wish everything would bad would just come to an end.. and it'll be sunshine after rain.. i wanna emerge a better stronger person.. i'm just waitin for a sign from above..
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