my flu, cough and sorethroat aint getting any better... been ard for a week already... prob gonna see a doc if i still dun recover.. it's troublesome being sick..
one of my tutorials was cancelled todae.. my tutor couldnt make it.. so me and my classmates decided to go catch a movie... we watched Deathnote.. been wanting to catch dat show.. it's nice if u ask me.. and i think L is so cute... his actions and all.. such a cute lil boi... and smart too! and de shinigami hu loves apples! super kawaii! apples apples apples.. i like apples too! hahaha.. came home after de movie.. watched abit of tv.. den watch D Gray Man... den now Deathnote anime... gotta get back to studying after de anime.. luckily class starts onli at 2 tml..
i have a prob.. i think my friends hate me.. haha.. i feel like they are keeping things from me and dey hate me.. my bestie tells me she loves me.. and i think she's de onli 1 hu loves me.. i seriously have no idea wads fucking wrong with me.. i dread going out.. i had to drag myself to watch Deathnote todae... i just wanna stay home.. and i think de world hates me.. i'm just so fucking miserable.. i learnt how to sing a song from a classmate in sec sch.. dats prob my fav song since.. it goes like ... "nobody likes me.. everybody hates me.. guess i'll go eat worms.." i think ppl just hate me and dey just dun wanna hurt me.. dats why dey dun wanna tell me dey hate me.. i should just quietly die awae.. i think this is too much.. i'm typing rubbish without thinking.. and i'm thinking if i should post this.. i'm quite dumb.. i just do things without thinking.. dats how my brain works.. i wish dere would be a huge hole dat'll just swallow me up.. i think i need professional help..
anywayz... on de topic of worms.. dere's a show coming up called "how to eat fried worms" looks quite funny.. and dere's covenant which looks quite nice.. but.. guess i'll stick with de worms.. suits me better..
ms b: haha.. nutella is waitin for u....
monkeygod: u're welcome.. hope it suits ur taste...
it's de biggest regret of my life
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