i've been with starhub for approximately 2 mths already. todae i answered my 1st call! ahahha.. but it aint de usual kinda call. de call queue was high todae so we were put to ans calls to juz take down cust's particulars and adv dat someone else will call dem back. and of cuz to adv cust on simple things. was really shaky at the start. i kept havin de errr.. erm... ah.. kinda reaction. ahah.. was so nervous my gastric starting acting up and my hands were shaking. i was feeling really cold. it was frm de inside. de kinda cold u get when u are nervous. the 1st few calls i took was really bad. forgot lotsa stuff. but as i answered more calls it slowly got better. not that i m good now. but it aint as bad as when i started. but i still have lots to learn. i alwayz tot my chinese was good. but when i started answering calls. i den realised dat there are lotsa terms in chinese dat i din knw. basically. i still have lots to learn. but it was fun. i'm kinda enjoyin my wrk now. which is good. itz alwayz good to be able to enjoy ur job. =D
will be going back to sch tml to see claudia regardin some stuff. claudia's de course coordinator for dms. needa pass her copies of my transcript. and will be enquiring on more information on de course. hope everything goes well. this is really impt to me. i put my all in doing dis. and i wanna do this well. hope everything will go smoothly for me.
mommy suggested going taiwan end of dis year. baobei and pk will oso be going. all can go taiwan. zhen hao. i oso wanna go taiwan. but i'll probably be having lessons and wrk. so itz probably not possible for me to go. so sad! i so wan to go! but i guess it aint possible. sch's more impt. i'll be a good ger and stay in sg for classes! but i wan pressie pressie pressie! hehehehe..
ok. to be honest. my r/s is kinda shaky now. lotsa arguments and all. i admit itz partly my fault. i find it hard to trust. and itz not juz not having confidence in my bf. itz oso not having confidence in myself. ask me and i sae there's nth good bout myself. nth i see dat will keep my bf by my side. i mean. i've seen pretty and nice gers and yet their bfS left them for some other prettier ger. i'm not even pretty to start with. wad makes me think i can keep my bf by my side? well.
ya. dats juz how i feel. hu doesnt wan to be a beauty? but fact is i'm not. and unfortunately itz juz not sth within my control.
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