i woke up feeling depressed. i might seem like i'm having wad i wan. but dats not de case. i'm not happy. probably itz due to my r/s. i wan a guy hu cares bout me. hu dotes on me. hu is alwayz concerned bout me. hu puts me in his 1st place. ppl sae u dream of wad u think. i haben had dreams in ages. last nite i had one. i feel happy in my dream. i can imagine myself smiling in the dream. but i cant sae dat for now. i duno wad to do. all i wan is to be happy. and yet dats de thing i'm feeling least of these few daes. i juz wanna bi happy. izzit really dat hard?
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