i'm feeling really down right now... i feel.. i duno.. like shit.. i feel like everyone's leaving me to fend for myself.. i feel like everyone's going against me.. i feel terrible.. i feel alone and very much hated.. i feel judged.. i feel horrid..
i feel like telling so many ppl off.. but i juz cant.. i feel like doing so many things.. but i juz cant.. i feel like i'm gonna lose everyting.. and i feel so scared.. i feel like my family hates me... my frends abandon me.. my darling's gonna leave me... i feel like crying...
why do ppl alwayz judge me by de things i do in de past? itz juz not fair.. i may have done wrong.. but i've changed.. why am i still judged on my past.. i feel so terrible i wanna cry... i feel like dying.. sometimes i wish God would juz take me away..
-nobody loves me-
ingenue
4:03 AM
