haben seriously sat dwn to blog for quite some time.. been pretty bz with my mock.... sorry peeps...
my mock juz ended last wk... den i went for my op.. and my scope.. it was HELL! -.- but luckily itz over.. now i'm waitin for my appt to see my doc to see how it goes.. de doc found my stomach walls to be reddish.. duno due to wad reasons.. but i've been feeling rather HUNGRY nowadaes.. LOL! dun ask me why... I DUNO! i'm like a huge pig.. eating non stop.. nv feeling full... i juz keep craving for food.. nah.. i'm not pregnant.. itz juz de time of de mth and i juz react to it in dis way.. i really got no idea why!!! i told bb i got wormies in my stomach.. most prob de wormies ate my food up dats y i'm constantly feeling hungry.. lolx!
been feeling rather down lately... havin de bad premonition of ppl leavin me.. have been quarrelling rather badly with bb and acting like a jealous ass... yup... these are all de effects of PMS! ... ok.. i admit.. dere's nth wrong with admitting.. pms affects me quite badly... physically with all de cramps and emotionally with all my tempers... i wish i could do sth bout it.. but... i cant! and i guess.. itz dere for a reason... for wad reason i do not knw.. i can onli pity my bb but at de same time pity myself... hey.. i'm being EXPLOITED most of de time.. itz de onli time of de mth when i can officially exploit him back.. aha =x
working now.. would bi going kite flyin tml... heh.. hey! kite flyin is fun ok?! muz learn to appreciate kite flyin.. aha.. would bi wrking till 4am todae.. wonder how m i gonna wake up... -shrugs- lol.. next wk would bi doing some cleanin up of my room.. major cleanin.. thinkin of shifting de furnitures too... to create a better studyin environment.. hope to get all things done by tues... BB! SAW DAT?! BY TUES! LOL =X :p tyyyyyy laaaaaaaa =
anywayz.. would bi getting my lazy arse up and start findin jobs already.. i needa start saving marnie.. muz bi a responsible kid and stop stretching out my hand for marnie frm mommy.. but..wad job!? i duno -_- haa.. i'll go think bout it.. i guess like wad everyone saes.. i'm juz too pampered to bi wrking.. by my family... my frends.. now my bf.... dis gotta change.. i'll see to it.. soon... very soon........ =x
sam: sorry i replied so late... was really really bz... yea... kinda miserable cny... but i gotta start getting used to it... he has to go back every now and then... for dumb reasons... and he doesnt even wan to.. -_- DUHZ -.-
jeri: ........... Lol! but how could i have scored 30 onli!!! :< i feel bad... oh.. sharon got a job as a 'bartender" dats wad she wrote in her msn nick.. but itz BAR MAID! -shrugs- lOl
brina: sorry dear.. i'm sooooo sorry... i think i should create a quiz for ppl to guess.. i think i shld create questionaires for my frends to fill up.. so at least i'll knw dem better.. so sorry dear.. :< hugs
-i'm soooooooooo addicted to NARUTO!!!!!! lol-
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