i'm seriously in a freakin bad mood.. nahz.. not cuz anyone stepped on my tail.. de day has been pretty good.. lotsa lil stuff happening.. but i think itz due to de lack of sleep or sth.. i've been feeling really really moody... i juz snap @ anyone.. shessh.. i'm really sorry to whoever i lost my temper to.. i'm really sorry.. thou i guess he wun get to read de blog =\ but i juz feel bad.. itz my freakin biz dat i'm in a bad mood.. shldnt have vent it on anyone.. if anyone shld bi getting all this sh*t .. itz me.. =
new year was nice.. spent it at sentosa.. nah.. not de countdwn party.. was a beach bar... i kinda hate crowds.. i tend to feel giddy.. overwhelmed by de amt of ppl.. and i'll juz start biting @ everyone.. haa.. isolate me... probably can try putting me in de IMH.. shld do everyone good.. lol..
i'm gonna start wrk on sat.. will bi wrking @ qihe's lan shop... sounds like fun.. well.. itz a frend's place.. so u gotta do ur best and not disappoint him.. am i right? i suppose so.. -shrugs- loLx.. nahz.. i'll do wad i'm supposed to do.. to put it simply.. dats to.. do my job... lolx.. lookin forward to it... wonder how it'll bi like.. heh..
wed is my cute ger's bdae.. i already have an idea of wad i'm gonna get him.. but i seriously dun have de time to make a trip dwn to orchard to get it for him.. -sighs- so many bdae comin up.. but i'm juz feeling so freakin lazy.. wad to do wad to dooooo... looks like i gotta go wreck my brain bout wed.. lol..
realise i have been neglecting lotsa frends.. due to.. i duno wad.. -shrugs- juz couldnt find de time and energy.. i duno y.. i'm still findin an ans.. and i need de ans badly.. dis is affecting me really badly.. i feel so bad.. i miss dem soooo muCh.. but i juz feel so helpless dat i cant do anything bout it.. i wanna juz see dem all and give dem a big big hug.. but now i feel so helpless bout myself... shessh.. i duno wad to do.. -_- but anywayz.. dere are a few issues dat i've been hiding.. looks like i'm gonna have to come clean... i'm still contemplating.. i duno if itz de right time.. i definetely hope so..
was tokin to someone todae.. and he said sth like dis..
"god ...pls help mi with my fats ....eat them up pls...." lol.. it was funny.. cant stop laffing bout de sentence.. lolx...
and i told him..
"god.. eat mine up too!" haa.. ok.. i knw.. i'm lame.. but it is funny! =X
-was it something i didn't say.. when i didn't say i love u-
ingenue
11:49 PM
