i din blog de last few daes.. cuz..i din wan to? had no mood to really write.. no point forcing myself.. and i'm thinkin of lockin my blog too.. i need privacy.. and i hate bitches lookin @ my blog and bitching bout it..
well well.. i have a stats test tml.. haven had a test for half a mth? have been kinda enjoyin myself.. neglecting my studies for de past 2 wks... now i'm doomed.. i have to no one to blame cept myself i guess.... i guess i would have to burn midnite oil no matter how tired i m.. -shrugs- wad to do.. dis is my job as a student.. to get good results.. ke ke dou na A :p
was jokin with my frends bout xmas.. i kinda hate xmas alone.. i was telling dem i wanna find a bf b4 xmas.. ya like as if i can.. lOlx.. den we were tokin bout some stuffs and it seems to us dat ppl are tryin to "marry me off" have been hearing de.. get a bf to take care of u.. find a bf.. and similar sentences.. wads wrong.. lol.. i look like i'm in terrible need of a partner? lol maybe i m.. pathetic lil me who doesnt knw how to take care of myself.. guess dis is how my frends potray me as... maybe itz time to find a bf and pacify everyone... lol.. but like i sae.. bo lang ai! :p
lotsa emotional and mental struggle within me for de past few daes... ppl close to me would knw y.. i've kinda decided.. dere are certain things dat i'm gonna stay awae frm.. and certain things dat i gotta start doing.. i'm gonna change my lifestyle.. well i knw dis is gonna bi hard.. but itz onli for my own good.. i dun have a choice.. blame it on de society i guess... seriously.. nothing else matters.. wad matters most now is dat i get good results... finish my degree and get a good job.. dats all dat matters to me now...
-i'm dreaming of a white christmas-
ingenue
11:56 PM
